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26 de fevereiro 不知道好像很呼应去年那篇日志。
眨眼09年,虽然不是我的本命年,感觉就像我在过本命年一样,艰难,不平静。
也许只是一种心境,但是没有外界因素也不会有这样的感觉,
借口吧
也可能,给如此糟糕的心理状态找的借口。
我承认,我很爱找借口。
不知道
只想好好过,不管是不是本命年,不管牛年还是虎年。
只是想到一些事情就会心酸,就会觉得现实太现实了。
太逼真
现实太复杂
心情太复杂
该想的 不该想的 通通照单全收
然而,最近感觉 有即是无 无还是无
求什么呢,也许只是求得心中的快乐
那就不要想不开心的吧
难得生命如此真实
难得世事如此纷繁
难得得 是一切
26 de novembro I do not know Things change so fast. I have long never talked to myself these days. I don't know what I am engaged in. I don't know how I ruined it. I don't know how I can get it back or stand up. I don't know what to say to him. I don't know him. I don't know what I want now. I don't know myself. I don't know if it is a mistake. I don't know. 08 de novembro just go aheadWith a lot of work to do, I have long not been here.
Met with the world wide financial crisis, everyone like me-a normal person, can not do anything but just go ahead.
I just want to do my work well and make myself satisfied.
I feel lucky that I was employed just before the economic storm.
And what I need to do is just to mind my own business.
Recently, many things happened that I don't have time to review.
However, what I know well is I need courage to step ahead, with so many things to do.
Get it done, and done well. Just go ahead, and with firm footprints.
Baby, you are on your own. And I will help if necessary.
Life is like that, just the way it is. 23 de agosto Looking forward to your comingSince you've become one part of my life,I'm much happier.
Since there are many differences between us,I'm willing to know more about you.
Since we are far away from each other,to fly to you has become one of my wishes.
Since I can't leave very soon,I'm looking forward to your coming. 15 de agosto things we wantEvery one expects a sweet love,me too.
When things are just going on,we need to catch the chance,and not let it go.
I want to hold you tightly in my life.
It cannot be expressed by words.
What we want is simple and true.
一个真实的梦。Seni seviyorum. 12 de agosto something newI'm beginning a new kind of life these days.But I don't know how long it will last.
In this prosperous and busy city,I am so small trying to survive and trying to lead a better life. To be frank,I like the way life is,although unhappy sometimes.
Life is always the way it is.
Whatever it maybe like,just tell yourself whether you like it or not.
You can change the way you live,because you have the right to chose.
Oportunity can be and will be around,just seize it if you think it worthy.
07 de agosto 带着一份特殊的情谊Let me be there for you.
I don't concern about any other thing.Just because of you.
You are my power engine... 29 de fevereiro 天道酬勤读了一篇帖子,关于做口译员的人的经历的,震撼,感动,振奋。。。
我相信有志者事竟成,天道酬勤。我也相信自己交了一千多的报名费之后,会更有动力,哈哈,我这人就这样,买了书交了钱会更愿意多加把劲。
不管怎样,能否实现,都要尝试一把!!! 02 de fevereiro I am going back...I am going back home tomorrow,for the New Year is coming a couple of days.
I am more than happy now. 29 de janeiro 路漫漫似乎忘记了呼呼的寒风,只顾低头走路,其实怎么可能忘记,它时时影响着我。
才只是个开始,我就有些厌倦了。渴望与害怕交织。
想给妈妈打电话,但是又挂了,怕自己的愿望满足了,但是给她留下的是更加思念。
妈妈思想很简单的。上次打电话,问我在学校这边干什么怎么还不回家,我说找工作啊,考不上研当然就得工作了,不能还让你们养我吧,妈妈说她看好多刚毕业的不工作的,说我才能吃多少啊。我顿时无言以对,心里想着,不知我真的找不到工作,让你们养我的时候,您会怎么想。
看着朋友们被保研的保研,出国的出国,签三方的也已经忘记了寒假。自己……
我是个路痴,并且不相信自己的直觉,总是走和自己直觉不同的路,但是通常我都绕远了甚至方向反了,但是我又每次都能说服我自己不走直觉中的路线,晕了,我这种人就得绕弯,哪天累得没力气和自己争了,也许就会顺其自然了。
听说哪片天雪下得很大,北京也下点吧,让我体会一下不同的气息。每天都是灰灰的天空,北风吹得更显凄凉…… 我绝对是个以物喜以物悲的人。
那日陪好友去浩沙,900两年说服了她不去青鸟,而我挣扎了半天,终于犹豫不决,还是犹豫不决。 我这种人没主见,烦死自己了。
喜欢上Dido的声音,整日的单曲循环,从未厌倦。
只是生活太无味。
凌乱的思绪,烦躁的心情,单一的模式。
28 de janeiro 再来这里再来这里,主题没变,心情变了些,标题改了。 再次弄起我的空间,似乎以前的心情感觉不到了。但是,选了好久主题,还是用了和以前一样的。不知除了黑色还有哪个适合我。
考研结束一星期了,嘴上起的泡还在,郁闷至极,因为这几天笔试面试接新的家教都是这幅模样去的……
这几天很充实。
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